Random Thoughts and Distorted Views.

I played shitty poker and blew stacks in like 3 tournaments. I made some hero calls and some steam calls and just really played some shitty poor decision making poker. However it was good in that the poker I was playing was very raw and tilty and so I was completely going on my first instinct which was very nice.

I ended up final tabling the 10 1r 1a. With like 70 people left I was chip leader, and by the time I monied I was I think 40 out of 45 left. I clawed back and played some solid poker, and built a solid stack back up again.....only to, yup u guessed it, donk it off, and then make it back going to the final table in the middle of the pack.

I played very tight at first and only made one steal that got picked off but I let go in the face of a threebet. I had 3 key hands, which all took place in the span of exactly 4 hands.


PokerStars Game #11952546777: Tournament #59838179, $10+$1 Hold'em No Limit - Level XIX (4000/8000) - 2007/09/09 - 00:23:03 (ET)
Table '59838179 27' 9-max Seat #9 is the button
Seat 1: whoestemen (456291 in chips)
Seat 2: flow pow (130696 in chips)
Seat 3: WHERErMYnutZ (182668 in chips)
Seat 4: weigand111 (529182 in chips)
Seat 5: MrNiphty (144600 in chips)
Seat 7: AuriannA (131542 in chips)
Seat 9: rspark (69021 in chips)
whoestemen: posts the ante 800
flow pow: posts the ante 800
WHERErMYnutZ: posts the ante 800
weigand111: posts the ante 800
MrNiphty: posts the ante 800
AuriannA: posts the ante 800
rspark: posts the ante 800
whoestemen: posts small blind 4000
flow pow: posts big blind 8000
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to MrNiphty [9c 9d]
WHERErMYnutZ: folds
MrNiphty said, "but u gotta llove ez decision"
weigand111: raises 24000 to 32000
MrNiphty: raises 64000 to 96000
AuriannA: folds
whoestemen said, ":)"
rspark: folds
whoestemen: folds
flow pow: folds
weigand111: calls 64000
*** FLOP *** [2c As 3s]
weigand111: bets 432382 and is all-in
MrNiphty: calls 47800 and is all-in
*** TURN *** [2c As 3s] [5d]
*** RIVER *** [2c As 3s 5d] [7h]
*** SHOW DOWN ***
weigand111: shows [Qd Kh] (high card Ace)
MrNiphty: shows [9c 9d] (a pair of Nines)
MrNiphty collected 305200 from pot
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot 305200 | Rake 0
Board [2c As 3s 5d 7h]
Seat 1: whoestemen (small blind) folded before Flop
Seat 2: flow pow (big blind) folded before Flop
Seat 3: WHERErMYnutZ folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 4: weigand111 showed [Qd Kh] and lost with high card Ace
Seat 5: MrNiphty showed [9c 9d] and won (305200) with a pair of Nines
Seat 7: AuriannA folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 9: rspark (button) folded before Flop (didn't bet)



PokerStars Game #11952563460: Tournament #59838179, $10+$1 Hold'em No Limit - Level XX (5000/10000) - 2007/09/09 - 00:24:20 (ET)
Table '59838179 27' 9-max Seat #2 is the button
Seat 1: whoestemen (472491 in chips)
Seat 2: flow pow (115896 in chips)
Seat 3: WHERErMYnutZ (170868 in chips)
Seat 4: weigand111 (383582 in chips)
Seat 5: MrNiphty (304200 in chips)
Seat 7: AuriannA (129742 in chips)
Seat 9: rspark (67221 in chips)
whoestemen: posts the ante 1000
flow pow: posts the ante 1000
WHERErMYnutZ: posts the ante 1000
weigand111: posts the ante 1000
MrNiphty: posts the ante 1000
AuriannA: posts the ante 1000
rspark: posts the ante 1000
WHERErMYnutZ: posts small blind 5000
weigand111: posts big blind 10000
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to MrNiphty [5h 5s]
whoestemen said, "lol"
whoestemen said, "nc"
MrNiphty: raises 17200 to 27200
AuriannA: folds
rspark: folds
whoestemen: folds
MrNiphty said, "ty"
flow pow: raises 87696 to 114896 and is all-in
WHERErMYnutZ: folds
weigand111: folds
MrNiphty: calls 87696
*** FLOP *** [9s 6s Kd]
*** TURN *** [9s 6s Kd] [9h]
MrNiphty said, "that one obv not so ez"
MrNiphty said, "nh"
*** RIVER *** [9s 6s Kd 9h] [Js]
*** SHOW DOWN ***
MrNiphty: shows [5h 5s] (two pair, Nines and Fives)
flow pow: shows [7h 7s] (two pair, Nines and Sevens)
flow pow collected 251792 from pot
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot 251792 | Rake 0
Board [9s 6s Kd 9h Js]
Seat 1: whoestemen folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 2: flow pow (button) showed [7h 7s] and won (251792) with two pair, Nines and Sevens
Seat 3: WHERErMYnutZ (small blind) folded before Flop
Seat 4: weigand111 (big blind) folded before Flop
Seat 5: MrNiphty showed [5h 5s] and lost with two pair, Nines and Fives
Seat 7: AuriannA folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 9: rspark folded before Flop (didn't bet)


PokerStars Game #11952581175: Tournament #59838179, $10+$1 Hold'em No Limit - Level XX (5000/10000) - 2007/09/09 - 00:25:40 (ET)
Table '59838179 27' 9-max Seat #3 is the button
Seat 1: whoestemen (471491 in chips)
Seat 2: flow pow (251792 in chips)
Seat 3: WHERErMYnutZ (164868 in chips)
Seat 4: weigand111 (372582 in chips)
Seat 5: MrNiphty (188304 in chips)
Seat 7: AuriannA (128742 in chips)
Seat 9: rspark (66221 in chips)
whoestemen: posts the ante 1000
flow pow: posts the ante 1000
WHERErMYnutZ: posts the ante 1000
weigand111: posts the ante 1000
MrNiphty: posts the ante 1000
AuriannA: posts the ante 1000
rspark: posts the ante 1000
weigand111: posts small blind 5000
MrNiphty: posts big blind 10000
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to MrNiphty [Td Ts]
AuriannA: folds
rspark: folds
whoestemen: folds
flow pow: folds
WHERErMYnutZ: raises 20000 to 30000
weigand111: calls 25000
MrNiphty: raises 157304 to 187304 and is all-in
WHERErMYnutZ: calls 133868 and is all-in
weigand111: folds
*** FLOP *** [Ah 7c 4c]
MrNiphty said, ";uhfew I;UWRHpuihwur-hg[orhdge09erqg\"
*** TURN *** [Ah 7c 4c] [Qc]
*** RIVER *** [Ah 7c 4c Qc] [7d]
*** SHOW DOWN ***
MrNiphty: shows [Td Ts] (two pair, Tens and Sevens)
WHERErMYnutZ: shows [7s 7h] (four of a kind, Sevens)
WHERErMYnutZ collected 364736 from pot
whoestemen said, "ouch"
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot 364736 | Rake 0
Board [Ah 7c 4c Qc 7d]
Seat 1: whoestemen folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 2: flow pow folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 3: WHERErMYnutZ (button) showed [7s 7h] and won (364736) with four of a kind, Sevens
Seat 4: weigand111 (small blind) folded before Flop
Seat 5: MrNiphty (big blind) showed [Td Ts] and lost with two pair, Tens and Sevens
Seat 7: AuriannA folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 9: rspark folded before Flop (didn't bet)


So thats it. I didn't get lucky and I got unlucky in two 80/20 spots. Fuck flips, those are gambles. But 80/20s are the backbone, the epitome of domination. I made a loose call with the 55, but he had no history whatsoever in the DB, and the entire table was going nuts with repops. But with the 1010, the PERFECT squeeze spot opens looking like Im steaming. I know what my push looks like. I want the call. uiheiurh wiurh FUCK FUCKASS FUCKING SHIT CUNT FUCK. I came real close to cursing in the chat room, but Ive been very good avoiding the permanent stars banhammer and intend on keeping my chat. So excuse my harsh language there but this is the only place that I can and am going to vent. So if you dont like it, FUCK YOU!!!! (And i mean that in the nicest way possible :) )

Last 3 final tables....2 5ths and a 6th? No wonder why I always offer to chop, my endgame is fucking atrocious.